Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by quick shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a